There will be times when you feel like you have failed, like everything is just a waste. You and I, we need to know that nothing will ever waste. Every experience makes, shapes, grows us who we are right now, it's all from Him. The choice is ours to make it a lesson, and draw us closer to Him or we can just let it passed.
Of course, there are things that we regret in our life, something that we hope we'd never done, there are someones that we wished we hadn't met them at the first place, there are places that we hope we never know it's existence and there are favor or wish that we should've reject.
But, these all what makes me who I am today. Someone who will always try her best to cherish people around her, because she knew how it feels to be ignored. Someone that will try her best to appreciate things in her life because, she know how it feels to have, and to own nothing but herself and God. She experienced being hated by teachers, relatives, friends. So now she won't mind being alone-sometimes it's better that way.
What i need to say to myself at times like this is, 'Takpe Nadia, bertahan sikit lagi.. You're almost there.'
"Kita sering meminta rezeki. Namun rezeki yang kita fahami hanyalah harta sahaja. Padahal rezeki yang paling hakiki ialah amal soleh yang membuat kita semakin dekat kepada Allah dan mendapatkan kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat."
Kadang-kadang aku rasa diri aku teruk sangat. Sebab tak nampak nikmat-nikmat lain yang telah Allah kurniakan pada aku.