Hadiah Hari Jadi Untuk Diri Sendiri

Salam.

Aku pernah berjanji dengan diri sendiri, sejak baru masuk 20 tahun dua tahun yang lepas lagi, yang setiap kali birthday aku, aku akan lakukan satu perubahan dalam hidup aku. Perubahan yang baik of course. Untuk dua tahun yang lepas, hmm...speechless. 

Untuk tahun ni...

Puas cari dekat kedai tapi susah sangat nak jumpa, so another alternative way, BELI ONLINE hoho.. Rasa macam ada satu perasaan magic bila dah start pakai ia. :') Tudung labuh ; besar, mahal, dan tinggi sangat nilainya buat seorang wanita. Dan aku sedar, aku cukup tak layak. 

Mungkin tahun ni sama dengan tahun lepas dan tahun yang sebelumnya, perubahan yang tidak kesampaian. Mungkin. Mungkin hadiah yang kubeli buat diriku sendiri ini akan ku simpan dan kujaga rapi buat sementara waktu sehingga tiba suatu hari yang sesuai nanti. Mungkin. 

Mungkin akan kujadikan ia pembakar semangat buat aku untuk berusaha lebih bersungguh-sungguh mengindahkan peribadi seiring dengan indahnya nilai sehelai tudung labuh ini. Jauh, sangat jauh lagi T.T Masih banyak lagi yang perlu aku pelajari. Kuatkan semangat Nadia, jangan putus asa! 

One day, I will :') InsyaAllah.

Tidak ada yang boleh kita ubah sebelum kita mengubah diri sendiri. Tak boleh kita mengubah diri sendiri sebelum mengenal diri sendiri. Takkan kenal pada diri sendiri sebelum mampu menerima diri ini apa adanya.

Terasa over seketika sebab birthday belum sampai pun lagi =,=" uhuuhu~

With You

“Truly in the heart there is a sadness that can not be removed except with the happiness of knowing Allah and being true to Him. And in it there is an emptiness that can not be filled except with love for Him and by turning to him and always remembering Him. And if a person were given all of the world and what is in it, it would not fill this emptiness.”

I Wanna Be That Happy Woman :'D

Happy is the woman who’s only aim is Allah.

Happy is the woman who’s first love is Prophet Muhammad (saw).

Happy is the woman who knows her rights and keeps His rights above all.

Happy is the woman who dresses for Allah, loves for Allah, cries for Allah, and longs for Allah.

“Wanita yang solehah tersenyum dalam kesusahan, mendapat kekuatan melalui doa, menenangkan hati melalui istighfar, dan mendidik diri melalui solat yang khusyu’. Susah itu tarbiyyah, sabar itu indah…”

—iLuvIslam (Pencinta Bidadari)

P/s: I'm on my way. I'm on my way (~^,^)~

A Compulsory Break For An Internet Girl

Dear self, 

Is it really necessary to check on your facebook every now and then, to the point of taking too much of your personal time doing other important things, like participating in LIFE?  

Is it really an obligatory act to tweet for every feeling you feel and reply to unimportant mentions when you are in the middle of completing something educational, like engaging in lectures or school works?  

Is it really compulsory to post a photo on instagram and go through every single photos of other instagrammers when you think you have nothing to do. 

What about flip through a book, your used to be favorite book(s) instead of browsing through some mindless newsfeed and timeline. 

You are better than this, better than you think you are. Life goes on and stops for no one. Stop feeling remorseful when you have lack of rest and didn't do well on a test cause you overly spent the time with internet. Participate in life and take in charge of this virtual world. Don't let it control you, control them instead. 

Life is better when you notice the small things you haven't feel and see when you are too busy online.

Okay. Tajuk dan teks di atas adalah di kopi pasta daripada belog KE. Ehe :P So, dengan poyonya saya ini, ingin men-declarekan bahawasanya saya akan berpuasa internet sepanjang cuti pertengahan semester ini. Dan saya akan cuba mensibukkan diri dengan aktiviti-aktiviti lain seperti STUDY EM,U.ENGLISH,T.SKILLS, dan aktiviti sampingan yang bermanfaat seperti membaca buku ilmiah, InsyaAllah. So, byebye Internet :O

Hai Teman Pengganti :D

Stuck

How do I fix broken hearts when my soul itself is like puzzles I can’t solve myself? How does it come to happen that people seek my advice & opinions when sometimes I even get lost in my own thoughts? How come my friends ask for words of wisdom of mine when I’m just a fool playing around in this mysterious place called Earth? How do I know how to control a group of humans when my brain itself could turn out being a monster? How do I hate biases when I have once lied to myself? How do I even come to this stage, where, I ask these questions & I couldn’t find the answers?

P/s: Having an experience about certain issues does not mean that you've got the solution to that kind of problems. But there's one thing I can promise you, TIME HEALS.

Faith.

Salam. 

You are not a LOSER until you LOSE your faith in ALLAH.